God it's been so long since i've typed in this thing. so i'm guessing that i'm talking to myself, which is fine by me. There has been alot of changes in my life, and i never thought that I'd deal with some of the things that I've been through. It's been pretty insane so far, but i'm making it. Right now, I'm a freshman at Northwestern State. It's okay I guess, I wasn't really expecting too much to come out of it. . . it's mid-semester, and I'm freaking out about grades. . . I hate the actual school part. . but I've made some new friends and aquaintances, and for the most part, they're pretty cool, so no complaits. I miss alot of my ASH friends though. . . and other people. I wish I could go back in time, and freeze moments. .not like a chunk of history. .but time-splitting-desicion making moments. . . things would be so much different from what they are . . .but I guess that's apart of growing up, I'm 18 and I feel like I have the life of a 25 year old right about now. . I think I'm sooooo far beyond my years. It's almost flattering (lack of a better word here), because throughout all of the crap that i've been through. . I'm blessed. And I'm soooo thankful to God for that. well. . that's my little spill. . I'll be back in like 5 months. . or whenever I remember. much love. *tH♥ | 
